yay! mrs koh's not in school today! i'm in euphoria and i'm not trying to hide it! was thinking of ways to skip econs tutorial, but i guess i can save it for later use. hees. today's a good day, other than the fact that i sewed my skirt's button upside down so it was really loose the whole day and i screwed my specs, but it's ok! can easily unpick and sew the skirt back, my spare specs is ready for use anytime! hahas. tuesday's an ice cream dayy >.< this entry is so full of crap, i thought of some things to write but i can't really remember it now. lols. anyhow, it's sheryl and lily's birthday today, so happy birthday you 2 lucky fools, turning 18 already aye.
oh yea, now i remember, i was supposed to update on my emotional well-being. if you're uninterested or whatsoever, then get lost! i just need a channel to let it all out but i won't do it on paper cos i don't wanna remember it. well yea, i suppose i'm feeling better. haven't deleted his contacts, i really can't do it! on the other hand, though my mind's completely filled with him every now and then, on the bus journey to and from school, in school, outside school, whatever i do, wherever i go, i'll think of him, but i guess it ain't that bad. was just thinking how great it would be if he didn't dislike me. many "if only"s passed through my mind but obviously i shoo-ed the thoughts away since it's already over anyway :)
i really want to give the speech to our dearest juniors back there in st margs! seriously, i want to! but i think i'll end up laughing, i wanna see myself giving a speech ON STAGE. ummm, but what would i say? i suppose, i'd tell them that our teachers are really good and they should really listen to them, eventhough they might seem a little kuku at times, they know what they're doing and...they really care for our well-being. so if there's any problem, we can freely look them up, but i guess everyone knows that. and i feel, we should really give them our respect, yes, there're times when we can act buddy-buddy with them, but save that for after graduation ;) in order to do well for O's, you hafta do consistent work. the work given by them is ample actually, but you can try to find out more for interest's sake, it'll do you good for tertiary education anyway. and eventhough some teachers are really fierce, they're good, i have to admit that, like mr anthony! oh, and the other piece of advice i can give them is to disregard whatever they get for prelim results and start all over again for O's! cos our sch's prelim paper is freaking difficult, so they shouldn't get depressed if they flunked, but again if they did badly, can't be too full of themselves yet! i think whateva i mentioned was really short but i'll think of more crap to talk about if i'm really going. i really want to! at least do my bit for st margs, i regret cursing it so much and wanting to burn it down even, so let me do my part miss siti!!
*say you love me