basically, the year 2003 is a year full of valuable lessons, and memories of course. let me start with the story between lemon and kiwi. full of memories aye? good and bad ones. threwn away most of the bad ones already. but the good ones are to stay in my heart, for eternity. (: from this, i learnt that at this age, friendships means alot more. also, it's real tough work to balance love life, studies, social life and family life. real tough job. "at least i've tried" is all i can say. it is through this incident also that i found out that i've got marvellous friends whom i can count on, cos i know they'll always be there for me when i needed them. i've got a loving family who truly cares about my well-being. what else am i lacking? nothing. there's still alot more things i learnt. but i guess im boring you guys to death already.
cny perfomance '03 people, we've done a great job with the perfomance aye? though i used to complain about how time consuming it was; though we were somehow forced to come out with it by miss wee, we've enjoyed ourselves during the practises and the real thing. what matters is we had fun eh? shall we come up with another marvellous perfomance next year? without being forced to that is. i'm sure we've got the potentials to do even better. since the teachers already thought so, prove them right.
all the bitchings that happened this year. most of them's my fault. sorry! wished it never happened. but just remember something yea. though all those happened, to me, you're all still my dearest friends.
mr peterson's departure from st margs. uh huh. rmb how we used to bitch abt him gurls? but on the class party day, all of us realised how much he meant to us. life just ain't the same without his craps yea? remembered how united the class was then, as compared to now. i feel somewhat ashamed of myself. i missed the great days we've shared as a class. strive hard yea 4e6! we're gonna do well in every aspects of our life
as a class aye? thanks for all the joy, fun, sorrow we've shared the past year. love ya'll lots. -hugs-
next issue. my bro's departure for US. never imagined what life'd be like. i've been 'hating' my bro's irritatingness almost all my life. but now when he's gone, i missed him! miracle eh? miracles do happen! not all the time though. sometimes its good to believe in them. sometimes eh. nightmares of having my brother to bug me is all but memories. somehow wished he hadn't left.
sgtalk forum + channel. uh huh, used to be so addicted to it for some time. brought along lotsa joy, laughter and great friends. though i may not be posting as much as i used to, sincerely hope that the forum will continue surviving. xD it's sad that we never had a channel outing though it's been discussed for months. but there'll be some chances yea. somehow.
the total madness thing of the year. hahas. the continuous 10 odd hours of conversation with edwin. mad, unbelievable, but at the same time also entertaining and fun. first time to ever talk to anyone for so long. sometimes even non stop. msn followed by sms then msn again. uh huh, total madness. enjoyed it thoroughly. hahas. at least i got entertained on the boring nov hols. seemed to have drifted apart now. really missed the moments. seems like net closeness don't last long. from past experiences, or perhaps it's just me. ar nvm.
urmm wat other things happened this year? sorry if i've accidentally left anything out. the original copy which i spent a month writing up on is lost. this is a last minute thing. no matter what, i've never regretted any of the things that happened this year. they're the past. and for without them there won't be today. come to think of it, the only thing i regretted doing this year was all the bitchings (from what i can remember now). think about it this way, the rest of the happenings, in a way or another, brought about beautiful memories whice are kept deep down inside me now. if there was a chance to relive this year, i'd still like those i'd liked, and do the things that i've done. again, except for all the bitching.
(-every threat is an opportunity-)
the year 2004 has arrived. it ain't gonna be any easier to lead, but i'm sure we'd all survive it with a contented heart. O's coming for some of us, N's for other few, getting back O's results for some others and just a normal year for the rest. whichever category it falls for you, life ain't gonna be easy. but remember this:
what doesn't kill you will make you a stronger person. yeps, mcp's fav phrase. but it's true. thought about it when i encountered troubles and i gained courage, bravery & everything else i needed to stand up from that simple phrase, of course with the help of my beloved friends. wishing everyone a happy new year. may this year of monkey bring you happiness, peace, and everything you ever desired. all the best!
2004's resolutions:
- study hard and do well for O's
- spend ample time with family and friends
- being able to be friends for life with everyone
- don't drift apart from anyone
- not to fall in love
- play hard
- have fun
- sgtalk forum continue to prosper
- world peace
- all the good things you could ever ask for
*say you love me