just sent him an email not long ago. was trembling all the while while typing it out, wif fear i suppose. many things went thru my mind. but thru eileen jie's "encouragement", decided to send it after all. i dun noe wat it'll end up being like. but at least i noe i've been honest with my feelings. n if i were really to lose it all, it wasn't even worth it. -sigh- am just trying to console myself. the "SEND" button is already clicked. nth i can do to unclick it rite? for those who have no idea wat im talking abt, continue not knowing. :) its not like i want the whole world to know.
shunli's trying to piss me off -.-" arrr. -breathe in breathe out- duno wat's his prob. kept on adding me to his conversation with some of his ah beng frens. vulgarities shooting all over that chatroom. disgusting!! told him to post at sgtalk forum he dunwan. arr, heck.
talking to bra now. she said sch's starting on the 2nd jan? is it true? -shrugs- its a friday for goodness sake. -wails- and i need more time to finish up my holiday assignments. let's see what im left with. a whole stack of 40 pages of social studies to god knows what do with it, ss schdna, geog schdna, 30 physics tys qns, 6 chinese worksheets and a whole load of chinese essays n ri ji n jian bao. oh, and not to forget, reading at least 3 novels n finding 100 good phrases. she just reminded me that i forgotten ALL the concepts i've learnt throughout the whole of sec 3 syllabus. yea, im in BIG trouble.
how i envy sheryl. she's done with all the homeworks. she's sucha guai kia! i wish i could be like her. next year's gonna be so so so horrible. thinking abt all the sucky things tt's gonna happen next year. most probably we're all gonna end up in the real IMH, eh? -crosses her fingers- hahs. imagine, next year (for next yr's o level batch). no holidays, no play, all study. ok im scaring u. cos our minds would most prolly wonder off to our dreamland yea? all work and no play makes gita a dull girl. i dun wanna be a dull girl, so i'll play! hahas. my mom would strangle me if she sees this. she wants a dull daughter. weird mommy eh? =x okok, i think i better stop all my craps. my stuff are in the hotel, but am only gonna sleep there tmr. cos dad said its too late.
10 more min to mommy's burfday!! weeets. n 10 more min to my 15 yr old n 3 mths old burfday!! =x yep yep, my mom n i shared the same birth date. cool eh? love ya mommiee. -muarks- though she wun be seeing this. but still, im grateful for having a mom like her! despite all my constant complaining and stuff ;) may you grow younger at heart though your age's growing. sorry for causing u all sorts of miseries all these years, thanks for forgiving me time and again and last but not least, thanks for being my mom! love ya lots!! >.<
i finished hanging the laundry as i promised. so now i should get to bed before its too late. my bro's so naggy. he wants me to wake up before 7.30 tmr. -.-" its already almost 12, didn't he realise? and his beloved lil sister needs her at least 8hrs of "beauty" sleep. actually frm last time already wanted to sleep, then he suddenly msged me n told me to tell dad sum stuff. until now still dun wanna let me off. told me to wait until he comes back. dots. even made me wake mom up. urghh, so she saw my msn nick already. -blushes- ahh fine, im going off to bed now. shall tell him to call home if he wanna ask. =x kae nites everyone. n haf a MERRY CHRISTMAS!! yea, dun think i'll be able to wish u guys tt in the nick of time. so here's an early christmas hug. --hugs-- thanks for being sucha great friend all these while. im happy to have all of you as my friens. a toast to our friendships.
*say you love me