gosh!! i accessed to blog!! im as surprised as u are right now. =x shall just do a short update. china sucks! how i wishes i wasn't pmsing when my mom offered to let me off on 21st dec. bleahh. y am i so pmsy?!?! haiis. gonna be back arnd 27th dec i think. most probably tt shud be it. still having some second thoughts now. as noone knew, 1 of my main reasons for going to china is to escape. escape wat? u needn't noe. hahas! ok fine im mad. at times i regretted being so childish but at others i don't. basically i've been thru a roller coaster ride wif my feelings. sometimes i feel so high and sometimes so low. n im sick of sucha life. so...i've decided to give up on it. good for those who noes what crap im spouting now. but doubt many would. hahs ok, not gonna mention abt it. unless tt "thing" needs me, this case is settled once n for all. -smiles-
dun ask me what im thinking abt. cos im as clueless as you all are. im a weirdo, as u all shud've known by now. i might have said tt the case is settled. but some part of me is itching not to let the matter rest. hahs. contradicting aye? tt's life. as fustrating it might've been, it still goes on. god i miss the good old days.
check out jasmine's newest msn nick. a girl without love is a happy girl. i've been looking at it for quite some time, then i realised tt its so darn true. ok im being a pessimist again. but look at it this way, without love, where'd all those heartache, missing n everything come from? nowhere, agreed? on the other hand, a girl with love is also a happy girl. ah, i needn't explain much on this point, do i? simply put, im confused.
and oh, i still have had no clues how to get him outta my mind. -spins-
*say you love me