--*love is a simple thing; you either love or you don't.

sent daddie off early in the morning. furst time i'm so nice. didn't know what came over me, just felt that it was only right to do so. since i was awake by then. 6am, yeahh woke up, bathe, went to call for taxi. was smsing edwin then. total madness. can ko like siao. sorta looked for kt over there. i noe she's coming back today. bo liao arnd lorhh :P take skytrain duno how many times. walk arnd, then in the end went to starbucks wait for cb kor, gave him the super belated valentined gift. then he pangseh me for da sao. pengs.

watched the sky at the viewing mall after that. its bee-a-you-tea-full okaee. goodness. the clouds were dark. the bottom part is cleared, somewhere in the middle there's this ray of light. i just stared at it for an hour. within the hour, i realised that the dark cloud overtook the light, every now and then the ray of light come back from the different positions, then it got dominated by the dark clouds. even the sight of the less than 1/4 cleared sky is so gorgeous. i sorta linked it back to life. behind all the unhappiness, there's always a happy ending. every now and then, glimpses of happiness would appear, then they'd get clouded again. but i'm sure at the very end, if you'd continue waiting, all the dark clouds would disappear and there comes your happy end. but often, we'll get distracted, or we weren't strong enough to overcome our own obstacles and gave up waiting, walking another path. (i felt cold then and decided to go home) yes, the sky would be clear too, but the kinda happiness you'd experience is different. to me, the clear sky i saw when i alighted at clementi, wasn't even half as beautiful as the cloudy sky i saw at changi. of course, it all depends on one's own perspectives.

anyway, back to my crazyness. chatted with edwin for like over 8hrs today alone. oh gosh. i think we really belong in IEMH. ever since i knew him like around a week ago, been talking and talking and talking. >.< just felt comfortable, like i can be ME! jeez. i think i should stop being mad. lalaa.

*say you love me